Tuesday, March 15, 2016

Fallout 4 Playstation 4 Melee Only Very Hard

So I was playing Fallout 4 on my fathers PS4 because mine is not only broken, but I don't have a TV to play it on.

Doing my third play through Melee weapons only, with the exceptions of grenades and flare gun (which isn't really a weapon) nobody said I can't call in reinforcements.

It is very hard early game to play strictly melee weapons, because (spoiler alert) you have to fight a deathclaw pretty much right off the bat and they give you a minigun to say FUCK YOU to the deathclaw. Well running melee only made that gesture extremely difficult nay impossible, so I had to run around that and level before being able to rescue the minutemen.

I'm tempted to do a stream of it all, but that'll be after I make sure its possible to beat the game like this in a timely fashion, screaming about how much I die, etc.

The other day I loaded into the game and a brahmin fell out of the sky and acted like nothing happened. I'm so glad I've got that recorded.

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Sunday, February 28, 2016

It's The Little Things In Life

Of all the tragedies that continuously occur in my life, you have to enjoy the little things.

with how my life goes, I'm starting to think it follows Murphy's Law.
What ever can happen, will happen.

You find love, you can lose it, then you will lose it.
Very few are able to truly survive that.

I drown myself in activities I enjoy, to distract myself from that fact.

I love making videos, like sketch comedy, vlogs, informative things. I need to get back into it, but having all my things stolen but a few changes of clothes makes things difficult. Yes, I've uploaded videos, but I've got a phone, and using my fathers computer to edit.

I also enjoy video games, mainly RPG's

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Sometimes you've gotta find new passions. Document your life, share the things you love, who knows you might help someone, or inspire them.

Peace be with you all.

Saturday, February 27, 2016

Playstation 4 Or Xbox One?

Every console based gamer knows of the console wars, friendships were built and lost on such things.

being devoured by the urge to show supremacy, we picked sides. We are gamers, we are sure as hell competitive. We know the importance of testing ourselves, mainly our hand eye coordination, unless we've adopted more of the Kinect or Playstation Eye approach to games.

We all have decided that video games is a favored art form of self expression, time wasting, and stress relief.

I for one used it as a coping mechanism for my extremely abusive upbringing. I used it to escape this world, into one that wasn't so bad.

Now what side of the console wars do I sit? Well, currently, I'm with the PS4. Last gen I was xbox 360.

How could I switch sides so easily? It wasn't a tough decision. Xbox One was ran on Windows 8. My hatred for that knows no bounds. Windows 10 is barely better.

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Saturday, February 20, 2016

Socialality The Social Network For The Arts

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I've had a dream for years to have a place for artists to be free to express themselves without the fear of censorship.

Also a place that children aren't going to be on.

Thats why the last 6 months I've been working on a plan for my own site.
It'll be a social network, but oriented towards the arts. Have an option to sell your work, and of course, I'll be running a blog and youtube channel, to help bring attention to those who I believe should be better known.

I will actively search through my members and through their works.

Please, subscribe to my youtube channel, and pay attention to the videos I upload, they'll tell more and more about the site, the initial artists, on there. If you are interested please let me know, I go through everything sent to me.

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Thursday, June 25, 2015

I love you more than I realized

How do you forgive yourself when you lose control of yourself?

When you hurt someone you love in inexplicable ways?

How am I supposed to fix it?

There's nothing I can do, she's scared of me. I'm probably meant to be alone.

Thursday, March 26, 2015

Depression is a constant

Sometimes I like to think I'll be okay, I'll survive all of this inner turmoil.

Then most days I don't want to wake up, I don't want to be me.

I want to slit my wrists and fade away. Nobody will miss me, nobody will mourn.

At least that's what happens in my head. The reality of it all, I'm broken.

I'm I'll, no cure for mental diseases. There is no hope for me. Maybe a change of scenery will make everything brighter, or at least provide enough distraction to forget I hate my life.

I'm in love but this depression is a cancer that never gotta away.

Sunday, March 8, 2015

Life Is Never Easy

Sometimes life just sucks.

Let's be honest here, the things I've been put through suck, and usually things don't get better.

But things have been looking up and I've been waiting for my next tragedy.

I fell in love, with the most wonderful woman in the world. She's completely insane and gives me such joy that I've never felt before.

Yet I've been finding out everything comes with a price. Stuck between a rock and a hard place, going to be homeless come June if things don't work out.

Our relationship will be put to the test, and I love her more than anything.

Either I move in with her and her family in the middle of nowhere or to another state.

I'm unsure of what my next move needs to be, but I do know that I have to be thinking of her and her happiness when I make my decision.

She carried my child for maybe a month maybe less before our child passed.

I love her and nothing will change that, but she's finding difficulty coming to a decision.

What are your guys thoughts? Any and all comments are appreciated.